Tuesday, February 28, 2006

eMOtiOnAL

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I've been feeling so out of whack lately. One minute I'll be fine and on top of the world, the next minute I'm bawling my eyes out for no particular reason. I'm on an emotional rollercoastal and I don't know how to get off. I'm just probably really tired and isolated.

This morning I was on my way to work and I couldn't help feeling so damn down. I wanted to cry, but there were no more tears left. I feel like I have no control over my life, my destiny. All I really want to do is go back and erase everything that has happened over the past two years. I don't think I can take it anymore. I try to be strong but all I really feel is desolate, vunlnerable. What's wrong with me?