Granted my life has never been easy.......it's never been simple. Most of my days are spent feeling consumed and confused, wondering if this is the day I have my emotional breakdown. But a few minutes ago I realized: the most interesting lives are those that are full of turmoil, pain-drama. Because what does a "normal" ordinary person really have to talk about, when it's all said and done: nothing. I've always felt like I've been misplaced. At this point of my life, I always thought that I would know exactly what I wanted to do, where I wanted to go, who I wanted to be. I'm started to realize though, nothing's ever so neat.
I guess, my greatest fear is that people will realize that I'm not special.......that I'm just an ordinary person.....*shudder*.......that maybe I won't leave my mark in this world. No one would have known casidy rose existed. As vain and superficial as it sounds though......it bothers me.